Have you ever been in love? (repost)

I just have to repost this one 🙂

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…you give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like “maybe we should just be friends” or “how very perceptive” turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt. A real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love.”

source: Tumblr  Rose Walker, from The Sandman by Neil Gaiman

Saudasjøen and Me

May is a very stressful month for me because of the exams and upcoming parties. I’ve been trying my best to stick to my plans even if it means more breakouts for my skin and more almost unbearable migranes. Oh well there is no such thing as an easy life. However I do live my life as if it is my last day and I do that by spending time with my love ones, keeping in touch with friends and just doing my best to feel good.

So this weekend I went home again to my parents to spend time with them and to review for the exams there. So far it’s helping but the nice weather is sometimes a distraction because it makes me want to just sit under the sun. I could just of course take my book outside and read there, however the weather is not stable these days. What I mean by that is we could experience all the seasons for a day ( sunny, rainy, hail and snow). 
Anyway, as I’ve said on my previous posts walking is my exercise now. I do it not because to lose weight but because I want to be healthy, boost my self-esteem and take awesome pics! 
My home

No words can express the beauty of mother nature.

I wanted to take a plunge but the water is cold as ice.

My role models when it comes to fitness 🙂

White top

My weakness! Calm sea…

Sauda’s Camping Place

Glass debris to be recycled.

Simply amazing!

Manmade beach

According to my dad, this old bridge was a railroad which connected Saudasjøen and Sauda in the old days.

A small tunnel

The main road which connects Saudasjøen and Sauda.

The spring evidence

One of the 952 tunnels in Norway 🙂

On our way home.

I Deserve More than That!

Sometimes love is a one-way street. Once you drive through it there is no turning back. So make sure you when you leave someone you have already thought about it thoroughly or else you gonna end up like a desperate guy who would make love to almost everyone just to forget the stupid mistakes he has done.
I remember chatting with an ex bf last week. He told me that he is married, has kids and he is happy. I’m happy for his sake and I’ve thought that he has changed. Then he asked me about my current status and if I’m happy with my life and etc. Suddenly he got so serious. He started talking about how unhappy he is with his marriage. I got confused of course because he just told me earlier that he is happy with his life now. I started feeling awkward so I excused myself but he won’t let me. He told me that he had a very important question for me. I gave him a chance to ask that question and his question was “Do you want to be my mistress, coz I still love you?” !!! Deep inside me I was like… uhhh.. wtf! I told him that no I would no definitely be his mistress. First of all, YUCK, that’s not a proper way to ask a girl! Second, he’s an ex! Third, it is wrong! You’re married for Christ sake! and lastly I’m no mistress material!