Sometimes I find myself as a ticking bomb. Yes, I can explode in a snap but it’s a very rare situation so don’t worry. So what triggers the ticking bomb? Oh well, anxiety and depression in my case. However I don’t just simply explode when life gets so harsh on me, I always make sure that I’ve reflected enough on the situation first before deciding whether I should fight it or just run away from it.

So anywho, going back to the 5th day’s topic. Honestly I’ve been in a couple of situations were I wished that I never existed and thought of ending my own life. The first one would be that time that I lost a family member and the second one was the time I got so sick that I thought that I was going to die.