Missing someone you really care (love) about is like being stuck in a traffic jam on a highway and having the need to go to the bathroom (but you can’t because you’re stuck!). You try to hold it in and concentrate not to pee in your car, dream about the bathroom, try to distract yourself and wish that time would fly quick but no matter what you do nothing helps because your bladder is already full. Thus resulting in a bad mood, regrets (ex. for driving in rush traffic) and a big chance of panicking. Or in other words, you become vulnerable.
I have read a post on Facebook with the title “Why Complicate Life”. It says there that if you miss somebody you should call (see) him/her. Sounds very easy but we all know it’s not because we are tied up to our commitments. I’m always trying to stay positive in my everyday life but I have to admit I get sad and sometimes frustrated because I don’t get to see that person and that I won’t be able to meet him anytime I want. I have to wait…
(If only I could buy patience…)
“Bartender! 3 shots of patience please!”
Anyways, I hate this feeling but it made me realize how much I appreciate, want and love you so badly that no matter how hard it is to miss you, I’m going to endure the feeling. And it’s because you’re worth it.