Working Weekend

This weekend is my very first working weekend this new year and first working weekend in my three month old job. It is also the first time that I’m spending weekend away from my little one so it’s a bit emotional because I miss her. But this is the reality of working in the hospital-…

Alone but not lonely

Today’s my very first evening shift at my new job. It went well despite of the feeling of exhaustion eventhough I had an 8 hour sleep last night. I feel that I never get enough sleep no matter how long or short I sleep and I think it’s because I’m feeling anxious about the future…

One of those days.

No matter how careful you are, sh*t can still happen. I can still remember when my car slid off the road because of the snow/ice last Sunday. I was shaken and scared. I thought that I won’t be able to get back on track again. Luckily, my car made it and I moved on without…

Hard to Find

It’s been three weeks since I last combed my thick long wavy hair. It’s not that I’m lazy but I lost my good old Body Shop comb, unfortunately. But the good thing is that I started to just stop caring about how people think about my looks and the best thing is that I don’t…

My Autumn Musings

It is that time of the year where everyday is gray and wet. The time that the mist takes over some of the early mornings. However, autumn is beautiful (because of its colours) just like the other seasons despite the fact that it is also depicted as something sad and is always a symbol of…

Unknown Water

Staying at home for the past weeks has been though for everyone. Though I understand the sentiments people who complain about the community quarantine, I find it hard to accept that rudeness around the globe arises. I was like, they should just shut their mouth and focus on other things rather than hating on other…

My Birth Experience

Five months ago I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. The birth didn’t go smooth as I hope it would. Well, I pictured myself giving birth in just a couple of hours. I wished! But as a first timer that would be difficult and that’s what happened.. difficult. However, I’m beyond grateful that my…

New Year 2019

Happy New Year! I hope everyone had a great and awesome 2018! Mine was meaningful because of the birth of my baby. ­čÖé I have no new year resolutions because it doesn’t work out for me but I always do my best to be a better version of myself every year.

Around the Corner

It’s already December and it only means that Christmas is just around the corner. This weekend, hubby took out all our Christmas decors and we started to decorate our home. I’m very excited because this is the first time that I’m going to spend Christmas with my hubby and this will also my little one’s…

No Room for Error

Last Friday, I had an exam in drug dosage calculation and I can say that it’s the most demanding and stressfull exam this semester because we can’t have any mistakes. I understand why the program requires us to master and to feel secure in our math because lives are at stake when we start working…

One of Life’s Lesson

Before, I thought that the main purpose of getting a degree or education is to earn lots of money and get rich. I also thought that once I see more digits pouring into my bank account, I’d be happier and satisfied. I was wrong. Life is indeed more than money. I’m not saying that I…

30 Years Plus 1

Wow, I just turned 31┬áthree months ago. It feels like my previous birthdays and I never feel that I got older. So what makes it feel the same? Well, my fashion sense, makeup, foods and my inner demons. When I was young, I thought that people who are in their 30’s are very old and…